2025 Resolutions:
- well well.. health is troubling..
- checked
- checked. love our new home
- 50% checked
- 2 planned vacays (Harbin, Eastern Europe), 3 impromptu vacays (LA, Paris, Chongqing-Zhangjiajie)
- keep calm (let's try again for another yr)
- checked
2025 had been a blessing in disguise ^^
Things have been placed in the right directions
Started the year with lots of unpredictable... work disaster, bad relationships, bullying episodes
All turned out well.. finally a great 2 months break from work, settling in our new cozy home, started a home biz selling caramel apples which tasted delicious, enjoyed the first trip with my sis to CQ-ZZJ, fulfilled my wish to bring the girls to LA Disneyland at the highest cost efficiency, finally landed in a position at a direct platform, qq learnt how to appreciate herself more
Being 40 seems insecure at first.. the scariest is the part where my health deteriorates to the stage where I cant function properly for months.. maybe I shouldn't have ignore the early signs
Punished way too hard for my ignorance.. money wise.. mentally too :(
A very real and hard way to learn how to love myself more which has been the toughest thing to me since young
And then comes an addiction out of nowhere.. simply lasted for way longer than it should
weak excuses have been leaving it hanging
cruel truth didn't end it either.. like a thorn stuck in the flesh
bleeding slowly.. hurting in pleasure..
probably the best thing that happened in 2025.. yet it's also the opposite..
sooner or later.. it's gonna end
2026 Resolutions:
- be healthy, happy, wealthy and stunning
- lotsa quality time with fam
- change a new and higher income job
- vacays (looking fw to see Northern lights)
- stay calm (ok, gonna give it another go)
- raise my girls to be wonderful ladies
- truly love myself
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