Yet another year is beginning..

Time to recap and review as Year 2014 is ending..

Just realized that I did not make any resolutions for 2014 like I always do..
No directions.. thus everything goes haywire..
Gotta continue the tradition and start planning for 2015..

Trips in 2014
Jan : Back from Taiwan with Tycoon
Jun : Google Race to Brazil
Sep : Alone in Taipei
Nov : Smile Asia Mission in Uzbekistan 

2 unexpected and unplanned trips.. most importantly.. there are FOC.. :)
I have gained so much from these 2 trips..

Brazil trip is the best trip ever!!!
Had the best food, best stay, best seats to watch the match, best ppl from all over the world.. from strangers to FB friends.. :p

Mission trip in Uzbek.. checked my Achievement List.. 
Unprepared.. agreed without having much details.. freaked out when the responsibility is far from my expectation.. and it s winter with temperature of 1 Degree Celsius.. > <
Glad I went.. though I cried myself to sleep after Day 1 surgery.. after swallowing my tears for the entire day.. I hv learnt to face my fears and accept my differences..
It isn't as bad as I tot.. I am still loved by lots.. they love me for who I am..
Unexpected scenery of the Himalayas during the flight back..
Brought lots of gratitude and happiness back home.. Along with strangers to FB frens.. xoxo

2014.. 幸福一世..
This wish didnt come true.. due to my bad temper..
I literally drove him away.. for real..
爱情经不起犯错..
Yet I did it repeatedly.. no one to blame.. except me..
Now.. I am given a second/third chance.. as miracles do happen..
Carpe diem.. becos I dunno when it s the last time.. last time tt I am in his arms again..
Silly.. I know.. the longer I linger.. the more I wouldnt let go..
Choices.. everyone can make the decision.. no one can force them to love or not to love..
I choose to love him.. though I know.. it s impossible.. there will not be "us" anymore..
I choose to run over immediately once he text..

Time to let go... Am I ready?
Reality is cruel.. Time spares no one..
I should be grateful tt I am given 6 more months to love him.. & loved..
Even it s tearing me apart.. I ll gradually learn how to sleep on my own again..

In summary.. 2014 is filled with unexpected..
Frequent visits to doctors and hospitals..
Lost Tycoon for real..
Trips for the century..
Expanded my circle with friends all over the world..
Started IB with positive net profit..
Learnt tt it s ok to be alone..

2015 Resolutions: 
- Be healthy
- Continue to have happy and complete family
- Spend more time with 3.1 and monsters
- Drive safely
- Sleep
- Earn more $$
- Let go
- Be happy
- Love myself