Sunday, May 18, 2014

Are you ready?

"Everyday we face lots of choices and we need to make a decision." - quoted

Should I wake up now or snooze for another 5 min?
What to wear? What should I eat for lunch?

Mostly, selfish decisions are made to satisfy personal needs.
Sometimes, selfless decisions seem skeptical to the one who benefits.

In Life, nothing is fair. You reap what you sow.

I really treasure you and the precious second chance. However given a time machine, I figured that nothing will change. From the beginning when we are just acquaintances, I put your career as priority above everything. I will never do anything to jeopardize. Though towards the end, I still make you choose just to vent my unhappiness. I am wrong. I sent you away. There is nothing else I can do but to let you go. I not a genie, I dun have magical power. Nor an evil queen exist whom I can exchange something in return. If there is, I will give up everything to erase the memory of me and the scar in your heart.

"What I learnt from life is, the past is the past. Nothing can be undone and the next move is to continue with life." - quoted

This time, I lost my self-healing ability. I cant forgive myself for there is nothing I can do to make us happy. Facing all consequences from my mistake, I am not ready to make the next move so I will stay right where we left.

Maybe one day, you will forgive me for making this cruel decision and leaving behind the unsightly last memory. Maybe, you will never forgive me.


I hope the best things that will happen to you is round the corner.
I love you. xoxo

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