Friday, December 23, 2011

Nothing change.. nothing will..

wth is wrong with the world..
or with my world..
I really dun understand if it's jus a piece of paper..
Then why bother to create such a big scene and announcing it to the world..

If every piece of paper ends up this way..
Why do both of them wanna create more victims to be part of the tragedy..
Since I was little, I knew..
But now I dun.. I wanna be in their positions..
Is it wrong? Am I wrong, just like them?
Tell me..

What am I suppose to do now?
How am I gonna face you? I really wish I can HATE you like I did with the rest..
I am really broken inside.. Do you know?
Dun tell me you know it's a huge mistake or wrong move..
becos I DUN GIVE A DAMN!!!
I'm such an idiot to believe you TOTALLY!!!
I really tot you're the ONLY one i can rely on..
WHY did you break my heart like the rest?

I wish I can be with both of you..
Split into halves and support both of you to my fullest..
But I CANT!!! I REALLY cant, I'm so sorry..
It hurts deeply when you said those words to me..
I am strong enough to swallow my tears.. every time.

Shivering.. is the only word now..
Save me~

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