Paper Cuts

Paper cut.
It's just a small wound and ll probably bleed a little.
But the wound could be deep n very painful.
Before you know it, it's healed, without a scar.
Have you ever experienced a paper cut?

Intangible "paper cuts alikes" are viciously hurtful too.
You might not realized that the words you said, the actions you did..
Actually affected the ones ard you.
They might not react or tell you..
Somehow you still can see the sadness in their expressions especially when they quiet down.
Deep inside they wish that nothing had happened.
How they wish that nothing was said or done even if it's a fact. Or not.
Even when time erodes memory, they'll still remember.

Recently, I ve been getting countless paper cuts.
I hate Paper Cuts!!!!
STOP IT!!! No matter how loud I scream, how many drops of tears glide across my cheeks..
Nothing seems to change.
Maybe this is how the TIGER year should be. For me.
I could be a modern chic. But to certain extend, I m a 迷信 one too.
Seriously, is it me? Or it is fated?

I din meant to hurt anyone. Especially you.
You gave me life n how could I ever hurt you.
Apparently, I did it again n again.
Intentionally or unintentionally. No excuses.

Give me some time n I won't ever break your heart.
I love you. XOXO