A Zombie Life~
Haven't been sleeping for more than 4 hrs a day.. yet wont feel tired
1 meal a day.. yet always not hungry
Busy slogging as usual.. yet Feeling empty when i m alone..
No calls.. no messages..
Like he said. he cant be bothered.
I m wondering, do i ever exist at all?
Besides.. trying to act tough n be strong..
What else can I do?
Sometimes i wished i m jus the young ger..
Who cares nothing but shouting out love..
But why do grown-ups think so much?
Commitment, money, stability, security.. blah blah blah...
Love becomes complimentary instead..
If there is love, it s jus a bonus..
I tired of being hurt.. feeling hurt..
Maybe i should jus settle with someone who loves me more..
But where is this person?
Getting started all over again.. I rather be alone.
How long do i need to recover this time?
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