ののしるかもしれないんです。

The No. 1 Frequently Told Lie: "I am alright."/"没事。我很好。"

We said this line almost every other day..

To pple who asked "How are you?" cos we cant possibly tell them.. "No. I'm not."
Firstly.. we do not want them to ask "Why? What happen?"
Secondly.. if they are someone whom we are not tt close with..

To pple we love.. cos we dun want them to worry..

What s wrong? Why is there no happy ending?
Why do we have to experience it again n again..
ののしるかもしれないんです。

Trained to be be calm.. Trained to treat like nothing happened..
& eventually did it so well that no one realised tt..
Actually we are afraid of being completely helpless.

When will there be happy ending?
It s damn naive to think tt it will be me..
Ha.. Ironically, I knew it way b4..

How are you?
I''m fine..